Sunday, November 4, 2007

Fall Back, Move Forward

First off, don't forget to change your clocks back: daylight saving time ends later this year (Nov. 4th). I could definitely use the extra hour of sleep. As they say, better late than never. It's kind of like getting over someone.

I spent Halloween with an ex - the infamous Mr. DJ. In my Wizard of Oz inspired costume, I realized how appropriate it was given that I was always living in a fantasy/dreamworld thinking that this guy was right for me. That night helped me to finally move forward and see things clearly. Don't get me wrong. I had a great night (and next day) with him. But just as in the Wizard of Oz , it was like pulling the curtain back on the Wizard.

Now available and able to have what I wanted from him, I realized that he was not what I wanted. He never was and never will be. While disappointing, it's an incredibly weight-lifting relief. Yes, I could spend my time sulking over how I wasted almost three years wanting something that never existed, but I have decided to be positive.
I get to move forward, let go of the past, and get an extra hour of sleep!

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2 comments:

Anonymous said...

WOW!!!!!!!!! WHAT A LIAR, Iknow for a fact that you are still under his spell. Overheard you on the phone making plans for a big night with Mr. DJ, WHO DO YOU THINK YOU ARE FOOLING????

CityGirl said...

Are you sure about that???